That's too bad you won't post pics, I like your eyes.

The shape of your nose, the definition of your jawline, your height, nor weight make you beautiful. You said yourself that these women are vain. So it's your turn to turn the tables. Be the odd one out, in a good way. I know this seems cheesy, but I promise that if you just be true to yourself, help others in any way you can, and do what makes you happy, you'll start to feel beautiful.

I feel the same way with my cousin, who's my best friend. She's tall, blonde, lean, and just overall beautiful. We get compared a lot, and she's always the pretty one. It depressed me for a while too, but then I started to notice something with her. Everything was about appearances. She only loved guys if they were cute, and she gave herself up to them. (Emotionally and physically.) I always felt bad because boys would be dying at her feet, and I could hardly get a boyfriend.

But when I did get a boyfriend, it lasted more than just a week.

My point is, there's way more to beauty than just outwards appearances. You're beautiful the very way you are.